I started tearing up before I even made it out of church today. I let it all go as soon as I closed the door of my car and safely drove away.
I think it’s good to let my emotions out, even if it’s just crying to myself. It’s a lot better than holding everything in.
I had a really good talk with Wendy today. Just talked about the college/young adult group and my APO happenings. Really cool to talk about APO with her. I really do think it’s already starting to affect me. And I love it for opening up a whole new world to me. It must get tiring after the number of times that I say this, but I am so glad that I took a chance and decided to pledge. I’ve already met so many amazing people and learned so much from them. It was hard to admit to her that I had actually been really lonely, from community college til now. Yeah, I have a few friends here and there, but I don’t hang out with/talk to them much. And my relationship with church people is pretty much all weird now. So it was really hard admitting that to her. That I had actually been lonely. No one should ever feel that way. I’M ON TO BETTER THINGS NOW.
CAN’T WAIT to host some gatherings.
Hella random.
