Confession #4
If you really knew me,
You would know that I used to fall head over heels for a guy. If I fell, I fell hard. It’s different now. I’m different now. I’ve grown a little older, a little wiser. I think I’m still a hopeless romantic at heart. But at the same time, I’m a cynic about love. Is this possible?
Now I know better. Now I know not to fall for just any charming guy that comes along. I’ve done a pretty good job so far, protecting myself from boys and the inevitable hurt that they come along with. Don’t get me wrong though. I may have my walls, but I’m only trying to focus on the important things in life right now. Prioritizing. Education is my number one priority at the moment. And then there’s all the other things that round out my life. AΦΩ, work, social life. I don’t want a relationship to be just another commitment. Another obligation that I have to keep up with. So until then, I’m content to be living the single life.
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But I have to admit, this one confuses me. I’m not sure what to think of him, and I’m not sure what to do about him. For now, I guess I’m going to just let us be.
