heart is exploding with love.
I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR JLC.
I can’t believe how they’ve become such a big part of my life. Words can’t even describe how in love with them I am.
There’s a part of me that’s coming out…the part that I hate. I hate how I second guess myself and judge myself so harshly. I worry about what others think of me, as stupid as that sounds.
Because JLC is so much a part of my life now, I start to wonder if I’m being too clingy. I know my sibs love and accept me for who I am. But still, I hate that I have to feel this way.
Trying to step away from that feeling right now. I hope that I’ll be okay.
You guys are the older/younger/brothers/sisters that I never had. Especially the brothers.
The older brothers that I never ever had but always wished for. I look up to you guys. I tease and make fun of and laugh with and love you guys like I would with a blood brother. I see you guys as an older brother who will always care for and watch out for me.
The sisters that I never had. You guys are so wise and mature and I’m so inspired by all of you. All of you girlies are so unique and special in your own way. I love having girl talks with you guys and doing girly things like hair and makeup together. I love getting to know each of you guys through random hangouts/fellowships/brotherhoods. We sisters will always be here for each other.
I’ll always love my psibs.
