and what?
& To this day, I’m still having problems with them.
SO PATHETIC.
I am disappointed in myself.
I’m still trying to talk to them. But STILL unresponsive. I’m sorry that I’m not naturally talkative, but I’M HONESTLY TRYING. I’m so sorry that it’s making me cry. No guy is ever courteous to me, polite to me, like they are to the other girls. I’m not trying to say that I expect people to treat me better, like I’m royalty or something. But something as simple as pulling up a chair. I never get that kind of treatment, even though other people do… I guess I’m just saying that I’m treated differently. But maybe I shouldn’t even complain.
Anyway, on another note, church today was full of busy-ness. Lots of grad card signing. Benga almost made me cry. He asked if I was getting a card too, and I said no. I couldn’t believe that he actually remembered that I was graduating, even if I’m not walking. I was seriously so touched. Thank youuu <3
I know that I don’t make it a big deal that I’m graduating and stuff. But it is still an important step for me. Yeah, it’s just a small AA degree from some community college, but I’m still proud of it. And it’s just nice to know that someone remembered me in the midst of all those cool and more major graduates (high school + college alike). Thank you so much.
