LOVE, LOLA

Dear dreams,

I like when you’re good, hate when you’re bad. No more of those f-ing scary ass nightmares, please. You’re pretty good most of the time. Weird, too. But I don’t mind so much. Sometimes, I wish I would remember you when I wake up in the morning. I don’t quite know what else to say to you, so bye bye.

LOVE, LOLA.

Dear Helen,

I love that you’re my sister! I think that we’re pretty different in terms of personality. You’re more blunt and straightforward than I am. And you’re a bit better at dealing with social situations. Hahaha. Can’t wait to see you grow up and go off to collegeeee. And also continue with your art! I hope! We should (still) open a business someday and you can design/illustrate! And I can….write? But so can you :] I like having similar handwritings. And also other similar interests. Asian fashion (somewhat for me) and HP?! LOL. Love you!

LOVE, LOLA

Dear Mother,

Thank you for being my mom. I know I’m far from a perfect daughter, but thanks for putting up with me and letting me live with you full time. You’re usually supportive of my choices, and also let me have the freedom to live my life. Thank you for letting me make choices by myself, and learning from them. I probably don’t show it, but I really am grateful for all you’ve done for me. Thank you, mom.

LOVE, LOLA.

Dear Pufferfish,

I have a feeling that you already know you’re my crush :) It’s been more than two and a half years since we first started dating, and we’ve had major MAJOR ups and downs. I hate how we don’t get to see each other enough, but we make up for it when we do get the chance to see each other. I love how we’ve managed to make this work for this long, and I hope that we can continue supporting each other and our relationship. 
I love you for being there and being my friend and my boyfriend. Thank you for being you and loving me for who I am. Thank you for all the wonderful moments we’ve had together. We’ve made so many good memories together. I’m glad that we’ve worked together and grown and matured throughout our relationship. We’ve helped each other through so much. SO MUCH. I’m glad to have you by my side. I have a lot more to say, but don’t want to make this somewhat public letter too cheesy or mushy!
I love you sweetie! As big as the sky :)

LOVE, LOLA. 

Dear Cho,

You might not know, but I consider you my best friend. Ever since we became friends and got to know each other better in high school, I’ve seen you as my best friend. You’re the one I talk to about almost everything, and you’re probably the one that knows the most about me (besides the bf). It sucks that we don’t really get to see each other or hang out much because you go to school so far away. I’ll try to be better about spending time with you during the summer!

Sometimes, I’m not sure what you’re thinking or how you feel because you’re so quiet. (I’m like that too.) I admit that I get jealous/bitter sometimes because of how people treat you. You’re the one that people look up to, especially in church matters. They respect you and take your word seriously. Not so much with me. People are pretty distant with me, and I feel like an outsider I suppose. Not that I’m complaining much though. Everyone has their own talents and gifts and whatnot. Everyone’s got their own individuality. I’m proud of how far you’ve gone in school and life, working hard to achieve your goals. 

I’m not really sure how you see me. Maybe you just see me as another regular friend. That’s fine. But I’ll be here whenever or if ever you need to talk to someone. This letter is pretty long and full of random things, but I guess you get the basic idea. I’ll talk to you soon! I love you!

LOVE, LOLA.