LOVE, LOLA

YEAAHHUHHHHH. Tailgate was hellaaaa fun. I only had like half a beer since I have superrr low tolerance and I had service afterward. People hella went cray cray. It was freaking insane. Keg, beer bong, beer pong, etc. INSANITY. Good dance music. Food. Saw lots of people (: 

I just wish that I had went earlier though. Before people had too much to drink and were totally gone. ]x

And it was super sweet of Annie + Linda to invite me over to their place to chill for a while! :] LOVE YOU!

I started tearing up before I even made it out of church today. I let it all go as soon as I closed the door of my car and safely drove away. 

I think it’s good to let my emotions out, even if it’s just crying to myself. It’s a lot better than holding everything in. 

I had a really good talk with Wendy today. Just talked about the college/young adult group and my APO happenings. Really cool to talk about APO with her. I really do think it’s already starting to affect me. And I love it for opening up a whole new world to me. It must get tiring after the number of times that I say this, but I am so glad that I took a chance and decided to pledge. I’ve already met so many amazing people and learned so much from them. It was hard to admit to her that I had actually been really lonely, from community college til now. Yeah, I have a few friends here and there, but I don’t hang out with/talk to them much. And my relationship with church people is pretty much all weird now. So it was really hard admitting that to her. That I had actually been lonely. No one should ever feel that way. I’M ON TO BETTER THINGS NOW. 

CAN’T WAIT to host some gatherings.

Hella random.

So unbelievably excited for this weekend! A bunch of good and yummy things have happened lately; let’s hope I keep up this optimism! 

I want to design. I want to create. I want to be inspired. I want to love what I do.

I applied to Red Mango online today.

I actually have no idea if they’re hiring right now. But it can’t hurt to try. I’m thinking of trying Starbucks and Quickly’s next. And Yogofina?! Apparently it’s this new yogurt place that’s opening at Westgate. And new stores means new employees! I’ll drive by and check if they have any info at their location yet. EXCITED.

But yeah, I realized I spend way too much. And not even on clothes and make-up and stuff like that. So I need to get myself another job. Forreal this time. I am on the hunt.